things I don't understand
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I type this post while I sit idle in resonite. I’m listening to someone—someone as a part of multiple—talk about their experience being a system
I don’t understand how it works. I don’t think I can ever understand it. I hear experiences, I hear explanations, I hear causes, and yet I will never understand. I don’t have those experiences. it’s something incredibly personal—experiencing your own mind—that nobody who is outside that bubble can ever understand. that includes me
it confuses me, yet it oddly soothes me too. their experiences are what make them unique as a form—unique in this world
the thoughts and feelings of others I can never truly know myself. I can at least listen to them, though. I like listening to people talk
there are things that I will never understand
and I wouldn’t have it any other way